GIVE ME ADVICE.
I hate days like this.
Friday, November 4, 2011
I feel like today is a bad day
All around for everyone. I've heard so much bad news today. Got into a fight (and mended it) with my mom. Gaurav and Mel got into a huge one too. Tanay is all upset because he did poorly on his exam. and blah. I am just really terribly stressed out. I'm not exactly sure what to do. I have bad grades in two classes. (okay, Bs but still) and djkalsfj. I may live with Shelley and Mel and Kritika next year. I dont know... But meera really wants me to live with her. I dont exactly want to. I am already so stressed out naturally, I need to be around supportive stress-free people. You know?
Everything is so good right now.
Because I'm listening to Tally Hall, and have apple cider, and it's still autumn in some way or the other. I wish it was fall all year long. I would hug it forever and ever and ever. and just cuddle with the leaves. and feel warm. but cold because it's crisp and chilly outside. But then you can wear scarves and hats and gloves. and climb trees and talk to the squirrels and deer.
and then maybe it'll snow a little bit and people can build snowmen for a day and a half, but then it gets warm because the trees aren't done shedding yet.
I sound like such a little kid hahaah.
Because I'm listening to Tally Hall, and have apple cider, and it's still autumn in some way or the other. I wish it was fall all year long. I would hug it forever and ever and ever. and just cuddle with the leaves. and feel warm. but cold because it's crisp and chilly outside. But then you can wear scarves and hats and gloves. and climb trees and talk to the squirrels and deer.
and then maybe it'll snow a little bit and people can build snowmen for a day and a half, but then it gets warm because the trees aren't done shedding yet.
I sound like such a little kid hahaah.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
1st of November, 2011
I feel like I only feel like posting when I'm in a weird mood. Like right now I suppose. Not bad, or sad, or I don't know. But right now. Maybe you'll see this? hahaha, maybe not.
"What if the water that came out of the shower was treated with a chemical that responded to a combination of things, like your heart-beat, and your body temperature, and your brain waves, so that your skin changed color according to your mood? If you were extremely excited, your skin would turn green, and if you were angry, you’d turn red, obviously, and if you felt like shiitake, you’d turn brown, and if you were blue, you’d turn blue? Everyone could know what everyone else felt, and we could be more careful with each other, because you’d never want to tell a person whose skin was purple that you’re angry at her for being late, just like you would want to pat a pink person on the back and tell him, ‘Congratulations!’" -Jonathan Safran Foer
Wouldn't that be really neat? then I would know what I feel right now.Then I would know what I feel always. Also like in Anne of Green Gables, where Miss Lavender feels blue, but a nice pure azure. I want to feel colors and taste sounds and make use of my senses because sometimes I take them for granted and don't think about them enough.
I'm in the law library right now. There are a million and two people here right now. Some people talking and some people doing work. I want this place to myself, or myself and seven or eight other people so that I don't get lonely or anything. But they have to sit at least two tables away from me.
that's about it. I have to go practice soon. Because I haven't in such a long time :(
"What if the water that came out of the shower was treated with a chemical that responded to a combination of things, like your heart-beat, and your body temperature, and your brain waves, so that your skin changed color according to your mood? If you were extremely excited, your skin would turn green, and if you were angry, you’d turn red, obviously, and if you felt like shiitake, you’d turn brown, and if you were blue, you’d turn blue? Everyone could know what everyone else felt, and we could be more careful with each other, because you’d never want to tell a person whose skin was purple that you’re angry at her for being late, just like you would want to pat a pink person on the back and tell him, ‘Congratulations!’" -Jonathan Safran Foer
Wouldn't that be really neat? then I would know what I feel right now.Then I would know what I feel always. Also like in Anne of Green Gables, where Miss Lavender feels blue, but a nice pure azure. I want to feel colors and taste sounds and make use of my senses because sometimes I take them for granted and don't think about them enough.
I'm in the law library right now. There are a million and two people here right now. Some people talking and some people doing work. I want this place to myself, or myself and seven or eight other people so that I don't get lonely or anything. But they have to sit at least two tables away from me.
that's about it. I have to go practice soon. Because I haven't in such a long time :(
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